This is stupid, whenever I look back at my works I want to pinch myself, and whenever I see something good by others I feel almost emotionless. I hate how I cannot see the better side of things. It's almost out of my control to not become the kind of person I fear to be. I can only assume that this is another one of human's stupid teenage hormone caused condition or my heart got eaten by a flamingo when strolling around in school.
Hell and its getting worse.
Maybe I'll be a true potato soon.